Kalinka? Malinka? (gluttonousangel) wrote,
Kalinka? Malinka?
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[LYRICS] Bad Apple

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Even in the midst of the time that's flowing round me

I feel languid, helplessly spinning around and round

I can't even see my own heart, as it's leaving me

But I couldn't care less, so why do you?

I can't even move, as I'm pulled so painfully through

Simple cracks in time that are washing me through with no reason

I'm no longer sure who I was, but I know one thing

I am only me, that's all there is to it

Is this just a dream? Is my reality real? All of my words are useless

Even if I try to speak

I'm so tired of being sad, I'm so tired of being alone, so should I just carry on

Without feeling anything?

Even if you give me words, my heart won't take notice, so you shouldn't even try

You're just wasting your time

Even if I try to change, even if everything breaks, will this careless heart of mine simply fade into black?

Can I continue to exist? Does my future have a chance? Should I even start to try, if it's simply not worth it?

There is nothing left for me; only pain and only hurt. But perhaps there is a light at the end of this tunnel

And I still don't understand why no one has offered a hand, so must I change on my own, is that the way it has to be?

If I change and I speak out, if I bother to exist will this hopeless heart of mine be turned into blinding white?

Even in the midst of the time that's flowing round me

I feel languid, helplessly spinning around and round

I can't even see my own heart, as it's leaving me

But I couldn't care less, so why do you?

I can't even move, as I'm pulled so painfully through

Simple cracks in time that are washing me through with no reason

I'm no longer sure who I was, but I do know one thing

I am only me, that's all there is to it

Is this just a dream? Is my reality real? All of my words are useless

Even if I try to speak

I'm so tired of being sad, I'm so tired of being alone, so should I just carry on

Without feeling anything?

Even if you give me words, my heart won't take notice, so you shouldn't even try

You're just wasting your time

Even if I try to change, even if everything breaks, will this careless heart of mine simply fade into black?

If I move a single inch, if I move a single inch, everything will be shattered in the blinking of an eye

If I allow myself to grieve, if I allow myself to cry will this careless heart of mine finally turn into white?

I still don't understand you, I still don't understand me, I don't understand that much, but I understand one thing

If I open up my eyes, if I see for the first time and everything is to break then my heart will then turn black!



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